This morning I have a really hard decision to make. My hockey team is headed to Missoula next Friday for a hockey tournament and they have an opening and would like me to join them even though I haven’t skated in about 8 months. Mark and the Dr. in Seattle have both advised me not to play because I “could” get hurt and I would take a long time to heal or could cause myself damage. It’s so hard to know what is the right answer. I find myself not wanting to surrender to the “what ifs” in life and missing out on the things I love. They said I can go to practice or go skate around but a game is much more intense. That’s like telling a skier, you can go to the mountain but stay on the bunny hill. That’s ridiculous in my opinion. Where do you draw the line between the “could haves” and the not missing out on life? I try to live my life in a way that when I look back I won’t have regrets or wish I had done something but I also know that I have to go through some stuff I don’t necessarily like to get to where I want to be. Oh decisions, why are there so many and when do the answers get easy? How do I decide between what I want and what they say is best for me? Hmmmm…The clock is ticking.
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