I met with Mark yesterday and we went over my scan and he said there is no growth. He doesn’t understand why they are so upset, it’s not like new tumors are exploding all over my body. He sees no need to go bak on chemo. He says once it’s been a year we are going to get a lot more aggressive with my treatment with some extensive fasts ect. I believe in what we are doing and I am active where on chemo I wasn’t and that means a lot to me.

I am sad right now. I just read a caring bridge site for a little girl that I met in the waiting room for CT’s. She is 7 yrs old and she has been battling for a few years now. First of all it was so sad to see this brave little girl the same age as one of my daughters fighting for her life when I know how hard it is on me as a grown person. But when I started reading her journal and saw that her doctors are worried about her weight loss and have advised them to “fatten her up” so she is eating ice cream and high calorie stuff. I wish people knew how badly sugar and milk ect are for growing tumors! Why aren’t Dr’s telling people??? I have gotten so passionate about this stuff but i don’t want to spew it all over people that I don’t know. I wish I could tell everyone how important not eating like crap matters. Every time I walk into the “chemo suite” to get my blood drawn and see the multiple jars of candy and the ladies with cookies walking around it makes me want to scream. The lady with the cookies is just trying to make people cheerful and I get that but when you have cancer a smile and a kind word are a lot more beneficial than cookies and treats.